Well, it's here. What's here? Summers here! About time too. I have been so tired of the cold, the wet, and the windy. But this change in seasons is bringing big changes in my life...and I am a little lost I think. Stay? Go? Apply? Decline? Travel? Stay home? Business? Health care?

Really, all I want is to be a mom.

But that's not an option. So I am left in the spot of trying to figure out what I am going to accomplish that. I hate decisions. I really, really do.